Cool

I was playing it cool when I said I was alright 
With your shiny new pupil now I can’t sleep at night

I witness  your fresh love spring, rush and blossom
In the daily hellos, winks, caresses and then some

I can’t blame you for loving, it’s in your sweet nature
And he’s just so perfect to save, cuddle and nurture 

I hang on to the past like a whitewater raft
Filled with whispered I love yous and laughs 

But I don’t know this river, I don’t have a paddle 
I’m drifting away, lost and wounded in battle

You fell in love, never meant to  be cruel
I said it’s alright, I was playing it cool